I ALWAYS wondered. I always asked. But, i asked only those whom I BELIEVED IN.
i said I BELIEVE IN YOU.
You replied " Wow. That’s a profound statement"
i Spoke from my Soul. Perhaps you thought it was a joke. Or maybe a line to impress a 20 year old. But i meant it from the bottom of my pores. From my soul.
Do you remember what I asked?
to refresh your memory – I asked " CAN there be altruistic love " ?
chances are you don’t remember your answer. But before i tell you what u said, let me tell you: why i asked that to begin with.
Here is why I asked the question to begin with
" i always believed that Love is a selfish emotion"
thats why i asked.
and here is PSYCHOLOGICALLY WHY i ask this question to very rare individuals, as i dont ask this type question to those i dont believe in.
I ask this because:
[a] i want to convinece myself that Love itself isnt that profound. because? – this you can easily guess – why – cant u?
[b] fyi – in MY BOOKS – anything – that is selfish isnt altruistic. and anything that isnt altruistic – isnt worth crying on.. IT WAS HARD – for me not to cry.. you know I am not a robot. I WAS VERY SAD . VERY – yes.
but then i thought and wondered the cause of my sadness – is what?
and fyi – Buddha said that the CAUSE OF SORROW – is – means is – DESIRE.
DESIRE TO OWN – DESIRE TO BE GOOD. DESIRE TO BE LOVED. DESIRE TO DIE FOR . DESIRE TO POSSES.. DESIRE TO CARE FOR SOMEONE
and love was selfish to me – before .. before i met u.
i even told sonia that ..
anyway… so, yes. You were right
you taught me – something no one ever COULD
you know when my category says the word COULD – it means ABILITY
no one – ever could..
THAT , yes – is LOVE .
True Love, false love, real love.. is all needed because we dont have love in humans
i dont want to type more..
you SHOULD be able to read what i cant and wont type no more 🙂